Admit It
Are you familiar with the story of the Jonah and the whale? Remember how God told Jonah to go to Nineveh but he didn't want to? Why? Because sometimes in our humanity we want people to get what they deserve. It's very difficult to give grace at times.
Well then some unexpected things happen because he ran in the other direction. When God opens a door he sometimes doesn't give us a lot of choice, does he? Although he might give us a whale...